Will You Forgive Him on the Day of Resurrection?
He was an excellent student who knew little of life beyond books and lecture halls. He entered medical school with distinction, and his father, a senior employee in one of the Gulf states, showered him with money. He had a modern phone before his peers knew such devices, and he was given a car to drive to university. But he lacked someone to guide him and teach him the discipline of heart and mind before the brilliance of intellect.
Pride in success and the abundance of money drew him into the company of heedless friends. The car no longer knew the road to the university, and his feet no longer knew the lecture hall. Nights, trips, and gatherings emptied of remembrance of God became his life. He tasted alcohol, recoiled at first, then returned to it. He sought happiness in forgetfulness without knowing that sin is a fire extinguished only by repentance.
Then came the disaster. On a dark night, driving recklessly at high speed while laughter filled the car, he struck a woman crossing the road and killed her. He did not stop. Later, at the police station, he denied everything and walked free. But his sin did not die with concealment. For years he lived in depression, nightmares, and suffocating regret. He sought treatment, travel, distraction, and sleep, yet the bitterness remained.
At last he traveled with his parents for ‘umrah. In the precincts of the Ka’bah, he opened the Qur’an and read the verse, “It is not for a believer to kill a believer except by mistake.” He cried out that he had not intended her death. From there he began to understand that religion is not empty ritual, but justice, accountability, and responsibility in this life before the next.
He returned determined to complete his repentance by restoring rights. He searched for the victim’s family, tracked down their village, and confessed what he had done with tears and a broken heart. To his astonishment, they forgave him for God’s sake and asked for no money. He left a different man. Yet one question never leaves him in private: the people forgave him, but will God forgive him on the Day of Resurrection?
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Originally published on Alukah Network
This is an English version of an article first published in Arabic on Alukah Network.